[ Mental Health ] Open Question : I find myself obsessively coming on Yahoo answers all the time and not doing things I need to. And can’t sleep. I wonder if I am preparing?

I find myself obsessively coming on Yahoo answers all the time and not doing things I need to. And can’t sleep. I wonder if I am preparing to die. An emergency room doctor recently said he thought I might have MS. I know I have significant damage from psychiatric drugs they gave me which I…